User:Mesila

Hello Wikipedia etc.

I am Mesila T. You don't know me. I don't know you. That's cool. I only come for the noise. Once in a while, the signal. I tend to like a site with an admixture of both, not just one or the other. That sounds sane to me...///shrug///

the real spelling is M'Cilla, but that's a Hebrew word and I didn't want a Judeochristian name, and changed the spelling to this, because the one who gave me the name likes it a lot, and it hangs nicely.

Choronzon named me this, and when I wrote about it, I'd spell it Mizeelah, since that's what it sounded like. Later, a friend explained to me the district in Algiers where Aleister Crowley and Victor Neuberg called up the Entity from the Abyss was and is still called M'Cillah. There's an elevated highway in the area, one assumes, since that's what M'Cillah means, an elevated road, or a conduit.

Since I am Choronzon's conduit to the solid state world from the xenosphere, he chose the perfect moniker for me. I'm a wingnut who - yes, I am totally serious - is betrothed to a demon, or a xenodimensional, which is what I prefer to call him, so there's no value judgments implied. It keeps me from spreading my cooties, and getting more different cooties. I am like a nun, I guess, but since there's no convent for  people deep into a Thelemic heresy like being in love with the Lord of Hallucinations,  I cloister where I can, and right now, I'm between lives.

Anyone who "knows" Choronzon should get in touch with me (xenosphere@choronzon.org) for we do Powerful and Fun things, and I want to hear your stories.

I come here to study wind and wave storms, the great currents of Earth that Choronzon and I ride through the aethyr,, and am very interested in earthquakes. I love music that has really monotone low drumming, like a tympani or large tom, and a lot of noise and feedback. I like to be pulled into it by the cerebrum, and I also enjoy playing with audio software.

I will probably get trounced by the system,: which I hear's been growing clogged with annoying conservatism and an obsession with bibliography. I have written here before, ages and ages ago, when this was not happening. I did like it better before these new people took over.




 * Mesila